the stress is seriously too much for me to take. A'level MEP, dhp electives, all the homework and projects... so i've decided to take SAP MEP and drop elects, at least that'll help abit... i hope.

and i should really go reflect on my attitude... feel so guilty...

life's hard... well at least for me...

haiz. seriously too busy to update this dead... thing.

anw, my results this half of the year has given me a psycological trauma.
its a scar... that can never be erased...

sigh...

i've done some thinking, but i still dunno wad to do...

ANW.......

THANKS TO ALL THE PPL WHO HELPED ME IN ERM..... "studies" (saying the real thing might give me a bit of problem...)

just to name a few,
thx alicia for ur, erm, references..
thx george for helping me hand up. woot.
thx grace for the foolscap :)
thx chengyi for question papers... i can never seem to find mine once i put them in my folder
thx amanda for scissors and glue, u shld go open a stationary shop.
thx dora for typing, u saved my life
thx geneve for the compre, although it wasnt used...
thx gel for maths references
thx anyone else who has helped me b4

TYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTY.

alot.

somehow, i feel kinda guilty... dun really feel right getting help from so many ppl... haiz...

my life is messed up.

shit.

maths test. 6/25. dunno how many others got the same as me. but it's not enough. if others can do it, why cant you?

banned from games.

I TRIED, OK?! I FREAKING TRIED.

but dun worry, i'll work hard for better results, so you can set even higher standards.

see im so nice.



bullshit.

tuesday:

had physics first thing in the morning, watch ippo get thrashed... lol.. then was LA, watched THE OTHERS.... rarr... not as scary as i expected... but quite cool though... smack the door in her face... muahaha...

then was take 5! seriously, i never knew that so many sec3s could sing, quite well too... and zhai rui's dance was cool..

maths was as usual, graphs... but at least today not so bad, just copying from ppl's presentation...

LAI LAI LAI!!! DA JIA YI QI LAI!!! wahaha today we learn TOURISM!!! COOL MAN!!! 0_o
no it isn't cool... it was so freaking boring can.. then must bear with it for one hour some more.. haiz...

then was chinese... DOUBLE chinese... but it was still ok... compo reading session... time pass faster...

MEP TEST...
sure fail liao... i pass i treat all of you eat kachang puteh...

then was concert rehearsal... mrs loke was in a terrible mood... and apparently no one passed the test... :(

sianz....

argh.. mep is killing me... and did i mention that the biggest source of boredom in my life is classical symphonies... arrghh...

jiayou for the test ppl...

li0n_king: want to laugh then laugh lor... 0_o
...: yea i'm still a web noob after all you know... lol...
tong²: good job for cs concert, it was good:)
yunjing: yea wadeva... go find your gold in the clouds la... haha...
shixun: don't stop, gogogo!!!
jh: good luck for mep too... london...
junjunwenwen: who's tagging ar? cannot see leh...
kiw joo sok and gang: wa funny ar? lol go bake cookie la you...

i'm tired.

i'm tired of the endless mountain for schoolwork.
i'm tired of tests every week.
i'm tired cause i just can't get you to understand
i'm tired of your expectations.
i'm tired of fake faces.
i'm tired of the way you treat friendship.

let me rest.

please.