Friday, August 18, 2006

Asakura Yoh

after watching a few episodes of shaman king, i realised the main character, Asakura Yoh, is more than a mere character. to me, he represents a kind of perfect personality. optimistic, for example smiling cheerfully at his enemies, humble (nothing changes even when he becomes much more powerful), and the one i admire most, able to touch the heart of even his arch enemies and make friends with them. that's his true power.

many a times, we tend to look at other people's negative points more than their positive points, and sometimes even brand those whom who have more slightly more obvious weaknesses as someone they can't accept. reflecting a bit, i feel like a bloody sinner. now as i think of it, i feel really bad that i often neglect people's good points but instead emphasise on their weaknesses or sometimes just something about them that doesn't seem correct to me. TO ME. that, i've realised might not be correct. who am i, c'mon, the all-knowing, always right, never wrong?

haiz. to all those people around me i might have neglected or misunderstood, i'm sorry. =(

from now on, i truely wanna try to program myself to seek out the good points of others and learn to appreciate them, understand them.

this is my goal, goalkeepers scram. =)

Thursday, August 17, 2006

update update!!! heh.
service learning on saturday. wonder how the kids will react to our items. hope its positive though. =)
oh yess. basketball incident. due to the fact that my life might be in danger if a certain packet drink company boss stumbles upon this, i shall shroud my words in mist. heh.
on the third day of the third section of the eighth section of the year 2006, which also happens to be the day before the day before the day before the day which is two days from now, erm, ok yesterday, we were deriving entertainment by trying to help a certain tangerine colour sphere find its way to its destination when a passing kind soul brought to our attention the news of the "not so sweet" chrysanthemum tea inventor's presence in the area destinated for the consumption of edibles, which also happens to be close to the location where we were deriving our entertainment. so anyway, upon receiving the sound waves broadcasted by the kind soul, we decided to place ourselves on the floor as we preferred not to be sighted in our thin white buttoned tunics, for the results were prophesied to be disasterous. as he approached our location, we realised that in the corner of this rectangular area of entertainment, there were a rather large gathering of feminine juveniles dressed in the white buttoned tunic that were destined for catastrophe. to our horror, he began journeying to that corner. but also to our suprise, they suddenly did some kind of a wave action which reminded me of a certain movement-based art form otherwise known as dance. we were like WOW. splendid tactic. the not so sweet packet drink company boss halted. and retreated back to his air-conditioned lair.

HAHAHA!!! pro right them!!!

Thursday, August 10, 2006

haha. check out the designer of this skin, he rocks. littleGREENman, featured on blogskins.com. anw, just some acknowledgement.

national day today, the programme was kind of short this year, but the aerial view of the performances telecasted were cool. can imagine how long they took to coordinate all that. and my malay neighbours next dour sort of had a big gathering, and they kept shouting and cheering everytime a part of the show went "sky-high", because my block has a view of the sky over the stadium . at first i was cool with it, but after the flying of the flag, came the fighter jets, then the small fireworks, and when the grand finale fireworks came, they went bonkers. lol, crazy.

mep essay(topic not chosen), biolo essay(dunno what topic also). dead ym.

Monday, August 07, 2006

hah. i'm not gonna allow someone to fourth that. no way man.

life is getting so tough. find me a subject which doesn't bombard us with assignments, and i'll... erm, feel a wee bit consoled. well, it's the default singaporean teen life i guess. especially in this TOP GOVERNMENT SCHOOL. wow.

during the talk, i felt that philosophy was rather cool, and i was even looking forward to taking that love-wisdomly subject in the future, until chaoslayer told me it was dumb cause his answers were either yes or no, thus dividing everything into two. lol.

quote of the day: "something something respect you something juvenile delinquency something something dictator something why are you here."

????????????


was i ever a friend in your eyes? or just some redundant creature for you to push around? i don't know this, but at least i know i've tried. hard. and probably failed
.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

that's it. i've decided. and you're not worth it.

the world doesn't exist to please you, bastard.

why not you quit looking at all the things that piss the oh so great YOU and think about those who's been there, or at least tried to be there for you before you gave them a slap on their faces, or a stab in their backs.

you think you're the center of the universe? think again.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

wa. i think the interval between my posts are shocking. like pikachu liddat. but anw, please stop trying to frame me up as the "physics pro" or something. cuz 人家会不好意思的... KIDDING KIDDING!!! haha no lar.. just feels weird, and whats more, got quite a few get same or higher than me mah.. ok i shall not dwell on this pointless topic.

recently i've discovered that i've developed a liking for fruits like pears, otherwise known as 李, oops i mean 梨... anw its just that the fruit is kinda nice cuz it has that sensitive touch that makes me wanna cry, u know. but sometimes the fruit just makes me feel sad and outcasted, like a poor black crow... and sometimes when i look at the fruit, it just starts tearing and rolling out of the room. hmm... and whats more, it's only been added to my BIG FAMILY for awhile. cool.

nice fruit. not to mention it looks a bit shrivelled.

well <<(no water, no frog at the bottom), good luck to us!

Monday, July 03, 2006

BACK!!!

haha. so nice to feel online again. thanks mr technician.

well, today has taught me a lesson. the meaning of true friends, that is. it's not that i didn't try to blend in, maybe it's just because i'm the residue and i'm fated to eventually sink to the bottom of you guys. or maybe it's because the world revolves around you. useful? feel free to join us. if not, cya. that's how it has always been, and i'm sick of it. bye.

haha. i'm starting to like sec3 squad more now. (:

Friday, June 09, 2006

random.

hmm. was browsing through my pictures, in search of something interesting i might come across. and amazingly i've come across a few pictures i don't even rmb having, and some which bring back fond memories, and others just random. here goes....




this was after finding out our beloved english teacher was in s'pore idol.



art project. twojay times...

acc project. yum.

wahaha!!! i'm a pro! this is not AI ok...

ok nvm i'm still a noob (in case ppl like rodion come look at this. haha.)

maple... cute little blue snail. (:

guess who this guy is from?

NEOPETS!!!

lol i rmb i used this image to replace one of the little fighter characters. funny.


BRISBANE!!!

miss the fun times... and the seniors... sigh.

anw, can u spot the zombies? and the weird thing on the guy's hand. 0_o

bye.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

ok. out of my sheer determination not to follow in george's footsteps, i shall utilise my limited vocabulary as much as my ability allows to type something. argh this feels like squeezing toothpaste out of an empty tube. ok nvm.
lets see.
today 9:30am, i went for a rather pleasant piano lesson. apart from the fact that my teacher love to sing the melody while i play, which is rather disturbing. haha hope she doesnt read this. ok i din say anything. anyway, she gave me a rather interesting new piece. i think it was called persian market or something, haha im too lazy to walk that few metres to check. anw, since i heard the band version at vj band concert, sight-reading it was much easier for a sad piano noob like me. haha. incidentally, SHE's bo1 si1 mao1 is from one of the themes in this piece. funny how SHE likes classical music. and im not referring to some girl. lol. "funny how SHE likes classical music." sounds like sarcasm. ok ANW (stop guessing, it's not a new warden or ah nu wa or american nut wanton), like always, i'll pick up the new score and try to find some nice melody. so i sat down and played non-stop for whos knows how long. haha. when i got up my pants were like stuck to my numb butt la.
other than practising the piano, i think i practically lazed my way through the day.. sigh... my precious youth... my precious.. my precious.... MUAHAHA!!! MY PRECIOUS!!! and he drops into the lava. dotz. nvm... haiz... i feel kinda stuck here at home... before yesterday, i was like thinking if i really wanna go out then can go band rm prac, or teach my juniors, as in THOSE WHO DESERVE IT. yea. i've decided. i'm not going to waste my time . i'll just teach those who are willing to learn. try giving me ATTITUTE, u can go teach yourself. see how far your nice attitude will carry you. seriously, i feel quite sad looking at some of them now. seeing them, i cant help but think of my sec1 days in band. when i was sec1, i felt like i was part of something big, and i was really proud to be in it. even to the extent of making a sort of diy box for my yamaha mouthpiece. yea, yamaha. and seeing how some of my juniors treat the instrument now makes me feel like i've failed to teach them properly. sigh. anw i still feel rather disappointed that we couldnt have a combined in sch. and to think i spent like 30 over sms-es trying to get it together. sad.
my holidays kinda sucks, and it's all because of my sucky results, which in turn is because of the sucky way i treat my schoolwork. i dunno, but i just cannot be motivated to go the extra mile for things i do not enjoy or am passionate about. it's just an odd feeling of no motivation, laziness, boredom, lack of self-discipline, all churned together in a blender. one sad ice blend coming up, and that'll be eighty cents, thank you.

good night.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

the stress is seriously too much for me to take. A'level MEP, dhp electives, all the homework and projects... so i've decided to take SAP MEP and drop elects, at least that'll help abit... i hope.

and i should really go reflect on my attitude... feel so guilty...

life's hard... well at least for me...

Friday, May 19, 2006

haiz. seriously too busy to update this dead... thing.

anw, my results this half of the year has given me a psycological trauma.
its a scar... that can never be erased...

sigh...

i've done some thinking, but i still dunno wad to do...

ANW.......

THANKS TO ALL THE PPL WHO HELPED ME IN ERM..... "studies" (saying the real thing might give me a bit of problem...)

just to name a few,
thx alicia for ur, erm, references..
thx george for helping me hand up. woot.
thx grace for the foolscap :)
thx chengyi for question papers... i can never seem to find mine once i put them in my folder
thx amanda for scissors and glue, u shld go open a stationary shop.
thx dora for typing, u saved my life
thx geneve for the compre, although it wasnt used...
thx gel for maths references
thx anyone else who has helped me b4

TYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTY.

alot.

somehow, i feel kinda guilty... dun really feel right getting help from so many ppl... haiz...

my life is messed up.

shit.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

maths test. 6/25. dunno how many others got the same as me. but it's not enough. if others can do it, why cant you?

banned from games.

I TRIED, OK?! I FREAKING TRIED.

but dun worry, i'll work hard for better results, so you can set even higher standards.

see im so nice.



bullshit.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

tuesday:

had physics first thing in the morning, watch ippo get thrashed... lol.. then was LA, watched THE OTHERS.... rarr... not as scary as i expected... but quite cool though... smack the door in her face... muahaha...

then was take 5! seriously, i never knew that so many sec3s could sing, quite well too... and zhai rui's dance was cool..

maths was as usual, graphs... but at least today not so bad, just copying from ppl's presentation...

LAI LAI LAI!!! DA JIA YI QI LAI!!! wahaha today we learn TOURISM!!! COOL MAN!!! 0_o
no it isn't cool... it was so freaking boring can.. then must bear with it for one hour some more.. haiz...

then was chinese... DOUBLE chinese... but it was still ok... compo reading session... time pass faster...

MEP TEST...
sure fail liao... i pass i treat all of you eat kachang puteh...

then was concert rehearsal... mrs loke was in a terrible mood... and apparently no one passed the test... :(

sianz....

Monday, May 01, 2006

argh.. mep is killing me... and did i mention that the biggest source of boredom in my life is classical symphonies... arrghh...

jiayou for the test ppl...

li0n_king: want to laugh then laugh lor... 0_o
...: yea i'm still a web noob after all you know... lol...
tong²: good job for cs concert, it was good:)
yunjing: yea wadeva... go find your gold in the clouds la... haha...
shixun: don't stop, gogogo!!!
jh: good luck for mep too... london...
junjunwenwen: who's tagging ar? cannot see leh...
kiw joo sok and gang: wa funny ar? lol go bake cookie la you...
i'm tired.

i'm tired of the endless mountain for schoolwork.
i'm tired of tests every week.
i'm tired cause i just can't get you to understand
i'm tired of your expectations.
i'm tired of fake faces.
i'm tired of the way you treat friendship.

let me rest.

please.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

i shall make a pathetic attempt to revive this dead thing... but since i dun feel like blogging about "wad happened today", i shall put this instead

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have low conscientiousness.
Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.
Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is low.
You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.
You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.
While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.


hmm...
this sux.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

im sick

im ill

im dying from a chronical disease

QUADRATIC GRAPH-ISTIS

somebody save me, im dying...

Thursday, April 13, 2006

rhythm XX tmr.. hope all goes well...

but what's to come after that?

hmm...

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

i did a bit of thinking just now, and i guess i was wrong about that incident...
the truth is, it wasn't sabo or betrayal or anything...

THREATEN

yeah man, it's THE HORSE WITH ZERO RATS

galloping to every class during the only time when we can ease the tension and stress of school life, the HORSE scans for any sign of humans placing edible substances into their mouthes, or looking for hair to eat, thinking it's hay.

so everyone, FEAR THE HORSE...
FOR HE IS ALMIGHTY
FOR HE REIGNS SUPREME
FOR HE IS THE ENEMY OF ALL THINGS EDIBLE

DOOM HAS COME...
FLEE WHILE YOU CAN

flee to the LULOO if you can reach it in time...

heh heh heh...

Monday, April 10, 2006

lazy...

messed up...

tired...

procrastinating...

stress...

but let's face it, that's what life's about...

cheer up...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

wahahaha...
stupid dota game... mr rod was a stupid mhing pudge.. and zw had fabulous items.. he leave liao oso nth to take -_-
so anw im the ALMIGHTY THUNDERGOD!! if ur hp falls under 500, u noe u can si qiao qiao liao... lol... ok nvm the other team was sp sad that sk mh-ed they left... retarded..

anw today, maths was quite fun, for once.. as in the topic... sets are nice to draw:) and george has an intercom at his nipples..

geog was like, so sad.. i so desperately wanted to share my knowledge of pudong and s'pore with the class, but technical problems... haiz.. i love geog SOOO MUCH!! ILL!!!

wad. see wad see?

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

ridiculous.

Monday, April 03, 2006

3ICHIBAN

3 7 individuals, 1 identity
I onic bonding(triple) (includes metals like yuanlin and non-metals like george aka S2)
C hunky™ livens up the blog
H olding on tight to every ion, no one gets left out
I ce-cream can't be as cold as george
B ob is part of 3i, and will always be, just like any other member of 3i:)
A edes mosquito causes dengue fever, ions beware
N obody is nobody in 3ICHIBAN

we rock.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

haiz... i think im mad.. a pile of hw left and im still blogging...
chinese compo, physics assignment, maths assignment, mep...



AARRRHHHHHH!!!


miss lower sec life...

Thursday, March 30, 2006

haha maths was fun today... waged war on george... and poor george lost due to the unusually high levels of sulphuric content in his hair...

dotz.

Friday, March 24, 2006

alright lets review our timetable today:
Interaction
Double Maths
Double Physics/Bio
Double MPP
TRIPLE HCL

most ions would react to this timetable with a sigh, but lady luck casted her spell and POOF! TRIPLE HCL became SINGLE HCL!!! ok, although this may seem like a miracle, there are prices to pay...

let hcl lesson be H, and one word of the compo be C

2H = 800C
H = 400C

since one period of HCL = 60 mins,

400C = 60 mins
C = 0.015 mins
C = 5.4 seconds
1 sec = 0.19C (2 sig. fig.)

so for every one second we spend enjoying our "freedom", we pay with about 20% of a chinese character... happy writing ppl...






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Patience

patience is a quality that every one of us has, the only difference is how much. patience is to be respected, meaning that it should not be challenged for the wrong reasons. however, if one does challenge someone's patience, he should be aware that patience and tolerance has a limit. respect that, and you will be respected in return. ponder over these words, and perhaps you would find some meaning in it...
alright lets review our timetable today:
Interaction
Double Maths
Double Physics/Bio
Double MPP
TRIPLE HCL

most ions would react to this timetable with a sigh, but lady luck casted her spell and POOF! TRIPLE HCL became SINGLE HCL!!! ok, although this may seem like a miracle, there are prices to pay...

let hcl lesson be H, and one word of the compo be C

2H = 800C
H = 400C

since one period of HCL = 60 mins,

400C = 60 mins
C = 0.015 mins
C = 5.4 seconds
1 sec = 0.19C (2 sig. fig.)

so for every one second we spend enjoying our "freedom", we pay with about 20% of a chinese character... happy writing ppl...






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Patience

patience is a quality that every one of us has, the only difference is how much. patience is to be respected, meaning that it should not be challenged for the wrong reasons. however, if one does challenge someone's patience, he should be aware that patience and tolerance has a limit. respect that, and you will be respected in return. ponder over these words, and perhaps you would find some meaning in it...

Thursday, March 23, 2006

"All things therefore that you want people to DO to you, DO thus to them"

"Do not impose on others what you do not desire others to impose upon you."

"Let no man do to another that which would be repugnant to himself."

"Hurt not others in ways you yourself would find hurtful

"Hurt not others in ways that you yourself would find hurtful."

"What you hate to suffer, do not do to anyone else."


i have recently put some deep serious thought into this, and now i really think it's very meaningful. we often do certain unpleasant things to others like playing tricks on them or make them feel embarrassed, stuff like that. i myself did many of those things, since god knows when, and to those whom i might have hurt, i'm sorry. i've come to realise that not abiding by these morals is nothing but sheer irony, and i am determined to change myself.

respect is not demanded, it is earned.

food for thought.

i'm not gonna put a title, what can you do about it? ban me from blogger?

ok what happened today.. let me see... first lesson was LA, watched the KFC boy show... the sad little boy who entertains himself by:
1) superhero postcards
2) his hero: CUBIX™ (does that pathetic toy even have a trademark?)
3) rollerblading in a pathetic area of roughly 0.5m by 0.5m (around his poor granny)
4) his classic brickgame "gameboy", which soons runs out of battery, and led the boy to run out too (to buy batteries)

pls tell me if there's anything i missed.

i shall not elaborate on the movie since we all watched before (partially because i'm lazy)

next was PE, a torturous, sadistic session:
1) 950m run around school
2) pull-ups
3) 850 run around school again

ok maybe it wasnt so bad, felt quite accomplished after that anyway..

after that it was supposed to be chem, but due to the overwhelming power of our united class, INTERACTION OVERTHREW CHEMISTRY
woohoo! ok anw, we finally got a rough idea of our service learning...

maths was as normal as usual, except that mrs tan mentioned something about school bookshop selling bras... or two crab shells tied together, they mean the same thing...

ok at least we stopped the zi teng luo pu bu thingy for chinese lesson today, and did something a little bit more interesting, something to do with biyu, i think.. where ants become pi sai, tweety bird sings on the tree(dun ask me why), and cooked crabs become bras...

chem practical was quite fun, as usual.. yongchiang/akuzino/anoynomous/bob went to play with the splint by dipping it in some weird chemicals and burning it... and apparently, he came up with some new formulas:
1) wooden splint + zinc + bunsen flame = fireworks
2) wooden splint + copper chloride(Q) + bunsen flame = weird greenish flames

i came up with one too:
all the chemicals we used for practical today = AIDS cure, a yellow, brown, blue, green + white ppt thingy
GEORGE! YOU'RE SAVED!

thank me george, you're not going to die... (shit, what have i done...)

on the bus, mr bob went to spray some funny thingy on my arm, and i actually felt the effects on my leg... retarded spray...

ok end of post, thanks to Mr Dunno Wad Richter

And Thus A Blog Was Born...

woke up, nth to do, bored, and thus a blog was born...
hope this doesnt turn out stagnant after awhile, like george's(for goodness' sake pls revive it)

anw, today(or rather ytd) was mildly interesting..
after flag raising, george was pressing down his shoulder for some apparent reason(i thought he was trying to be funny with the pledge), but actually it was a BEETLE abt THIS size. so me and yongchiang kindly accompanied him to the toilet to, erm, well, strip. as in he strip nt we strip... so he was like 1, 2, 3, then fling his uniform onto the floor with the beetle clingling on for dear life. the whole process was quite retarded, really..

and so lecture was cancelled, we went back to class, i did some equation solving with the beetle, sent it FLYING down under, and bye bye beetle..

after the beetle saga, we sat down the discuss LA and actually got something done.. haha good job ppl...

RECESS
apparently my pants were dirty and the whiteboard duster is a cleaning agent... thats what someone helped me with, clean it till it turned white...CHALKY WHITE. haha thx man...

physics today made me realise that i should seriously buck up.. looking at my answer again now makes me feel that mr koh was actually very nice not to throw me out of the class... haiz, i need 10 -inch socks..

maths was quite fun today, for it was one of the rare few days when i actually understand it...

ok i shall skip to geog...
i tried my best to keep awake, and i succeeded for like 40mins when i started to doze off(its geog, for goodness' sake), and according to grace and jean, i was trying to squash my own face.. they had a good laugh, haha mebbe dats one good thing i did today...

status: jianbao, log assignment, chem mini assignment, LA project, DIE DIE DIE...