wa. i think the interval between my posts are shocking. like pikachu liddat. but anw, please stop trying to frame me up as the "physics pro" or something. cuz 人家会不好意思的... KIDDING KIDDING!!! haha no lar.. just feels weird, and whats more, got quite a few get same or higher than me mah.. ok i shall not dwell on this pointless topic.

recently i've discovered that i've developed a liking for fruits like pears, otherwise known as 李, oops i mean 梨... anw its just that the fruit is kinda nice cuz it has that sensitive touch that makes me wanna cry, u know. but sometimes the fruit just makes me feel sad and outcasted, like a poor black crow... and sometimes when i look at the fruit, it just starts tearing and rolling out of the room. hmm... and whats more, it's only been added to my BIG FAMILY for awhile. cool.

nice fruit. not to mention it looks a bit shrivelled.

well <<(no water, no frog at the bottom), good luck to us!

BACK!!!

haha. so nice to feel online again. thanks mr technician.

well, today has taught me a lesson. the meaning of true friends, that is. it's not that i didn't try to blend in, maybe it's just because i'm the residue and i'm fated to eventually sink to the bottom of you guys. or maybe it's because the world revolves around you. useful? feel free to join us. if not, cya. that's how it has always been, and i'm sick of it. bye.

haha. i'm starting to like sec3 squad more now. (:

random.

hmm. was browsing through my pictures, in search of something interesting i might come across. and amazingly i've come across a few pictures i don't even rmb having, and some which bring back fond memories, and others just random. here goes....

this was after finding out our beloved english teacher was in s'pore idol.

art project. twojay times...

acc project. yum.

wahaha!!! i'm a pro! this is not AI ok...

ok nvm i'm still a noob (in case ppl like rodion come look at this. haha.)

maple... cute little blue snail. (:

guess who this guy is from?

NEOPETS!!!

lol i rmb i used this image to replace one of the little fighter characters. funny.

BRISBANE!!!

miss the fun times... and the seniors... sigh.

anw, can u spot the zombies? and the weird thing on the guy's hand. 0_o

bye.

ok. out of my sheer determination not to follow in george's footsteps, i shall utilise my limited vocabulary as much as my ability allows to type something. argh this feels like squeezing toothpaste out of an empty tube. ok nvm.
lets see.
today 9:30am, i went for a rather pleasant piano lesson. apart from the fact that my teacher love to sing the melody while i play, which is rather disturbing. haha hope she doesnt read this. ok i din say anything. anyway, she gave me a rather interesting new piece. i think it was called persian market or something, haha im too lazy to walk that few metres to check. anw, since i heard the band version at vj band concert, sight-reading it was much easier for a sad piano noob like me. haha. incidentally, SHE's bo1 si1 mao1 is from one of the themes in this piece. funny how SHE likes classical music. and im not referring to some girl. lol. "funny how SHE likes classical music." sounds like sarcasm. ok ANW (stop guessing, it's not a new warden or ah nu wa or american nut wanton), like always, i'll pick up the new score and try to find some nice melody. so i sat down and played non-stop for whos knows how long. haha. when i got up my pants were like stuck to my numb butt la.
other than practising the piano, i think i practically lazed my way through the day.. sigh... my precious youth... my precious.. my precious.... MUAHAHA!!! MY PRECIOUS!!! and he drops into the lava. dotz. nvm... haiz... i feel kinda stuck here at home... before yesterday, i was like thinking if i really wanna go out then can go band rm prac, or teach my juniors, as in THOSE WHO DESERVE IT. yea. i've decided. i'm not going to waste my time . i'll just teach those who are willing to learn. try giving me ATTITUTE, u can go teach yourself. see how far your nice attitude will carry you. seriously, i feel quite sad looking at some of them now. seeing them, i cant help but think of my sec1 days in band. when i was sec1, i felt like i was part of something big, and i was really proud to be in it. even to the extent of making a sort of diy box for my yamaha mouthpiece. yea, yamaha. and seeing how some of my juniors treat the instrument now makes me feel like i've failed to teach them properly. sigh. anw i still feel rather disappointed that we couldnt have a combined in sch. and to think i spent like 30 over sms-es trying to get it together. sad.
my holidays kinda sucks, and it's all because of my sucky results, which in turn is because of the sucky way i treat my schoolwork. i dunno, but i just cannot be motivated to go the extra mile for things i do not enjoy or am passionate about. it's just an odd feeling of no motivation, laziness, boredom, lack of self-discipline, all churned together in a blender. one sad ice blend coming up, and that'll be eighty cents, thank you.

good night.

the stress is seriously too much for me to take. A'level MEP, dhp electives, all the homework and projects... so i've decided to take SAP MEP and drop elects, at least that'll help abit... i hope.

and i should really go reflect on my attitude... feel so guilty...

life's hard... well at least for me...

haiz. seriously too busy to update this dead... thing.

anw, my results this half of the year has given me a psycological trauma.
its a scar... that can never be erased...

sigh...

i've done some thinking, but i still dunno wad to do...

ANW.......

THANKS TO ALL THE PPL WHO HELPED ME IN ERM..... "studies" (saying the real thing might give me a bit of problem...)

just to name a few,
thx alicia for ur, erm, references..
thx george for helping me hand up. woot.
thx grace for the foolscap :)
thx chengyi for question papers... i can never seem to find mine once i put them in my folder
thx amanda for scissors and glue, u shld go open a stationary shop.
thx dora for typing, u saved my life
thx geneve for the compre, although it wasnt used...
thx gel for maths references
thx anyone else who has helped me b4

TYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTYTY.

alot.

somehow, i feel kinda guilty... dun really feel right getting help from so many ppl... haiz...

my life is messed up.

shit.

maths test. 6/25. dunno how many others got the same as me. but it's not enough. if others can do it, why cant you?

banned from games.

I TRIED, OK?! I FREAKING TRIED.

but dun worry, i'll work hard for better results, so you can set even higher standards.

see im so nice.



bullshit.

tuesday:

had physics first thing in the morning, watch ippo get thrashed... lol.. then was LA, watched THE OTHERS.... rarr... not as scary as i expected... but quite cool though... smack the door in her face... muahaha...

then was take 5! seriously, i never knew that so many sec3s could sing, quite well too... and zhai rui's dance was cool..

maths was as usual, graphs... but at least today not so bad, just copying from ppl's presentation...

LAI LAI LAI!!! DA JIA YI QI LAI!!! wahaha today we learn TOURISM!!! COOL MAN!!! 0_o
no it isn't cool... it was so freaking boring can.. then must bear with it for one hour some more.. haiz...

then was chinese... DOUBLE chinese... but it was still ok... compo reading session... time pass faster...

MEP TEST...
sure fail liao... i pass i treat all of you eat kachang puteh...

then was concert rehearsal... mrs loke was in a terrible mood... and apparently no one passed the test... :(

sianz....

argh.. mep is killing me... and did i mention that the biggest source of boredom in my life is classical symphonies... arrghh...

jiayou for the test ppl...

li0n_king: want to laugh then laugh lor... 0_o
...: yea i'm still a web noob after all you know... lol...
tong²: good job for cs concert, it was good:)
yunjing: yea wadeva... go find your gold in the clouds la... haha...
shixun: don't stop, gogogo!!!
jh: good luck for mep too... london...
junjunwenwen: who's tagging ar? cannot see leh...
kiw joo sok and gang: wa funny ar? lol go bake cookie la you...

i'm tired.

i'm tired of the endless mountain for schoolwork.
i'm tired of tests every week.
i'm tired cause i just can't get you to understand
i'm tired of your expectations.
i'm tired of fake faces.
i'm tired of the way you treat friendship.

let me rest.

please.

i shall make a pathetic attempt to revive this dead thing... but since i dun feel like blogging about "wad happened today", i shall put this instead

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is low. You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable. You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea. While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

The Five Factor Personality Test

hmm...

this sux.

im sick

im ill

im dying from a chronical disease

QUADRATIC GRAPH-ISTIS

somebody save me, im dying...

rhythm XX tmr.. hope all goes well...

but what's to come after that?

hmm...

i did a bit of thinking just now, and i guess i was wrong about that incident...
the truth is, it wasn't sabo or betrayal or anything...

THREATEN

yeah man, it's THE HORSE WITH ZERO RATS

galloping to every class during the only time when we can ease the tension and stress of school life, the HORSE scans for any sign of humans placing edible substances into their mouthes, or looking for hair to eat, thinking it's hay.

so everyone, FEAR THE HORSE...
FOR HE IS ALMIGHTY
FOR HE REIGNS SUPREME
FOR HE IS THE ENEMY OF ALL THINGS EDIBLE

DOOM HAS COME...
FLEE WHILE YOU CAN

flee to the LULOO if you can reach it in time...

heh heh heh...

lazy...

messed up...

tired...

procrastinating...

stress...

but let's face it, that's what life's about...

cheer up...

wahahaha...
stupid dota game... mr rod was a stupid mhing pudge.. and zw had fabulous items.. he leave liao oso nth to take -_-
so anw im the ALMIGHTY THUNDERGOD!! if ur hp falls under 500, u noe u can si qiao qiao liao... lol... ok nvm the other team was sp sad that sk mh-ed they left... retarded..

anw today, maths was quite fun, for once.. as in the topic... sets are nice to draw:) and george has an intercom at his nipples..

geog was like, so sad.. i so desperately wanted to share my knowledge of pudong and s'pore with the class, but technical problems... haiz.. i love geog SOOO MUCH!! ILL!!!

wad. see wad see?

ridiculous.

3ICHIBAN

3 7 individuals, 1 identity
I onic bonding(triple) (includes metals like yuanlin and non-metals like george aka S2)
C hunky™ livens up the blog
H olding on tight to every ion, no one gets left out
I ce-cream can't be as cold as george
B ob is part of 3i, and will always be, just like any other member of 3i:)
A edes mosquito causes dengue fever, ions beware
N obody is nobody in 3ICHIBAN

we rock.

haiz... i think im mad.. a pile of hw left and im still blogging...
chinese compo, physics assignment, maths assignment, mep...



AARRRHHHHHH!!!


miss lower sec life...